Man, it has been quite a while since I have written a journal on here. Jeez. But I feel like venting and for me this is a good place to do it, so I think I will.

Recently, my life has been up and down and round and round, in a nut shell an emotional roller coaster. I feels like stuff just hasn't been the same for me. It feels like things are falling apart and coming undone.I don't have that close knit feeling anymore. Its like I am falling away and fading.

It seems like last year everything was just fricken peachy and now, even though my life is sprinkled with fun, is just not what it used to be. Which granted things change I understand that. I just don't like where I am sitting right now, my point of view is bleak and clouded and that makes me nervous. What I would give to turn back time.

Stress feels like my top priority right now and that leaves no room for good times. Makes me feel like packing up and just taking off to some tropical hiatus just to take a break and get some air. I feel like getting away from it all. I need a pick me up, I just don't know what it is.

But anyway, hopefully things will find a way to become bright and beautiful again and I can enjoy life like I used to. Only time will tell.

Signing off

Jenn

I don't know why but all of the sudden it feels like all of the wonderful feelings that I had have flown out of my body. I really don't know whay I am feeling this way, but it is what it is.

I don't want to say I am down, but I am, I feel guilty because I am. Maybe it's all the stress...I don't know.

It's like I feel hollow, like there is some void that, at this moment in time, is empty.

Strange....empty....disconnected....

Sorry I haven't been on here more! I feel like I have some what abandoned DA! I don't mean too. I just have alot going on in my life right now. Some good, some bad, some just plain wonderful but either way life has been keeping me on my toes recently.

School has been going pretty good finals are going on right now so stress levels are high, but that is OK, it means that the quarter is almost over which means break!!! Yay!

I am also glad that spring has finally sprung! I was getting so damn tired of winter! I cannot wait til it gets warm and stays warm! So excited! I can't wait to tan, I love the feeling of the sun on my skin! Not to mention work on my car! There is so much that I want to do to my Firebird Baby!

My financial situation is not at its best right now. Me and my family are going through hard times right now. I really want to get a job! And even have had some job offers!!! Can you beleive that in these times! But I can't because the financial situation is still up in the air which means I may have to commute in this coming quarter I am praying that I won't have to do that!!!

But as far as artwork goes I have been so comsumed with school work that I haven't really beeen able to work on any personal art I really want to do some sculpture! I am also working on a picture that captures Hananoki's poem "Beast" that I really want to work on but haven been able to. I have plans to do some sculptures for people as gifts, I am praying that I will be able to get back to my personal art soon!

But yeah, things are good with me I am hanging in there doin' what I need to do to get by. So I hope all is well with everyone else! Get out there and enjoy this gorgeous weather! Rock on!!!

Yeah sorry I have been away for so long!!! Busy, busy, busy!! I am county the days of winter as they go by. I am dieing for it to go away!! I am tired of this whole winter thing! I want spring and summer. Can't wait to feel the warm sun on my skin again.

Things have been crazy as far as life goes. Its all moving so fast!!! Not to mention graduation isn't all that far off for me!!! I feel like I have so much to think/worry about! I am sure it will all work out in the end it just feels a little over whelming right now.

Any way...I better get back to business, just uploaded a couple new sculptures, so check them out if you'd like!

Rock On!!!

Jenn

I have recently put my beloved "Toucan-Tini" sculpture up for auction on Ebay! This cute little tropical bird is looking for a happy home!

Please Look!:[link]

And if you do bid happy bidding! And good luck!

Thank You!