Man, it has been quite a while since I have written a journal on here. Jeez. But I feel like venting and for me this is a good place to do it, so I think I will.

Recently, my life has been up and down and round and round, in a nut shell an emotional roller coaster. I feels like stuff just hasn't been the same for me. It feels like things are falling apart and coming undone.I don't have that close knit feeling anymore. Its like I am falling away and fading.

It seems like last year everything was just fricken peachy and now, even though my life is sprinkled with fun, is just not what it used to be. Which granted things change I understand that. I just don't like where I am sitting right now, my point of view is bleak and clouded and that makes me nervous. What I would give to turn back time.

Stress feels like my top priority right now and that leaves no room for good times. Makes me feel like packing up and just taking off to some tropical hiatus just to take a break and get some air. I feel like getting away from it all. I need a pick me up, I just don't know what it is.

But anyway, hopefully things will find a way to become bright and beautiful again and I can enjoy life like I used to. Only time will tell.

Signing off

Jenn